I have been here for a long time. I saw a lot of things that finally make me in this situation. In this modern world, a lot of people has new idea to make everything easily, one of that is a phone. The smartphone. I can tell it's really useful. It makes me know what's happening with my family, not just with sounds but I can see their face. emoji😀😁😂🙌.

But yeah , in another side its not make people getting closer, but the close one being so far.

So sad😔😢😥

 Its not my first time in this case. I have been watch this so many times. But I dunno why I feel like , I need to write it on my blog.

Somehow

It was cold evening. When I was in hospital , well as always it was LONG LINE. Then there is a couple comes, they wear the same rings, (seems like I watch them in detail😂) but yes its true, I just wanna know what will happen with them. I was thinking that they will talk to each others, to have a conversation. Like talking about nothing its ok.

But I was wrong. 

Since they come. They both busy with their phone. 

Well, maybe its normal for a lot of people, but I dunno why I see it as 'unhealthy relationship'.

A few minutes fly away, then a Mum with a son (about 12-14 years old, I dunno for sure) the both come to inform something to the administration, then was sit down in the front of me. Once again, I thought they gunna have conversation. But well theyre only talk one or two words, after that both of them are busy with their phone.

I don't get it what's happening with this world???

Oh damn I almost forget, it's happened with my friends also. 

Only a few of them get relax without a phone, enjoying the atmosphere with talking. 

But I have been realize, there is nothing happened, the question is ' what's happening with me???'

Its normal for all people, but I still the same girl. Like the stupid one or how do I call this (I dunno)I like to talk to someone, to have convertation, even just talking about nothing.
I like the real smile,
The real laugh
The real voice

Ugh damn, seems like not everyone like it.
😥

Alright seems like I have to be deal with it.
I hope one day, maybe not here, I can find someone who like to talk each others, not watching phone all the day for something else.
Because I don't wanna wasting my time like an idiot. When everyone so excited with their phone, and me... , 

I'm the only one not doing anything! 

Or the truth is.. should I changed?

Well I 'll thinking about that.
It could be nice, because I don't wanna look like an idiot anymore.