So meet me after sunset before twilight gone.

i hate to say that  i am perfectly lonely.
but i am.

what i hate the most in the dark is ; they are all comes up.

i often overthink about things, its easier gone when i was with someone. but at the end of the day, everything that i have hide out start to come one by one.

and there is gonna be what scars me the most take many space on it.

i need an instrument.

i need to dance..

and i need more colours.

i walked through the line, out of line. thought things will turn around but it goes to it.

i believe.. there is a light gonna take you or me.

so it meet us up in colourful dark.

you and i,

in infinity space.

 okay ... dusty piink is cool.
so i found this fabric on Mum's store. it is satin super silk. and shiny.

There is a loong story behind this dress. i was not sure im gonna make this. as this is a formal dress and kind of fun dress i dunno. i am not going anywhere and i have no party. so i was not sure about. but then.. it is beautiful and who knows i will need it in the future as i love it so much. but yeeees please! i want this to be in my store.

i know not many people gonna wear it here r it almost impossible for people around me wear this dreess but its ok tho. there is gonna comes a day when i really need it. haaa

allrigh..

this is a satin silk. its a premium. the case is almost same. this is leftover hahhaha. but what lucky is its enough to make a dress.

theese sleve is my favorite. and its diferent fabric , ut same colour , its satin silk as well, but em its 2 level under the dress but it looks good and i like it.

what missing is the botttom. it is suppposed to be bigger than that. but it was not cz the fabric is not enough. so i play with it and i just wanted this style, and somehow this idea comes up so i cut off the button and make it shorter but i did it.

so it looks like exacly in the design.

at the back..

i make it super simple. its a zipper , and its realy good, so there is nothing to worry about if you are all alone. cz you can take care by yourself.

 allright blue da da da da

its absolutely one of my favorite. and this is gonna be in my store.
first of all why did i use Morning glory as title of this outfit? cause im in love with morning glory. everytime i see the flowers, it made my day. it just beautiful and colorful.

blue morning glory flowers usually symbolize trust, respect, and other deep, heartfelt emotion.

okay i made 2 design for this fabric but i only can make 1 as cloth.

why?

good question.
so actually this is a leftover.
so as i told you my Mum has her own boutique. she is a Tailor and she is the one who taught me to sew. and we have many fabic on the store. so what happened is the costumers only took what they need to make a dress or a formal cloths. and its like 1 meter and half. and my Mum can not sell it because mostly of them need more to make a dress.

so i take it for me. 

well, yes its hard to design somthing like this. as i need to think about the size and eveything. and let say i have 1 meter fabric and i need to think what i wanna mak with this fabric.

so i was thinking about dress cause i think its gonna be fun having dress like this in beach or summer time. but then after all its not fit in my body, i need more fabric to make dress. so i need to make new design. and somehow it comes up just like that; 2 pieces cloths. it would help me to use the leftover fabric. and yes. its done like this.

now you understand why is i show you my back hahahha
yess cause the fabric is not enough.
but i am happy it makes it beautiful-er.

and why is boots? haaaa

i love boots. it so damn cool. and boots is always always beautiful with short skirt .

well okay..its not that bad.
its good enough for me.
and i want it to be in my store.

I found you in misty

i'm wide awake.
the sun goes down,
like cliches.
an endless stories start.

a beautiful dark ,
powerful star.

these empty sounds ..
watch me as i dissapear.

its 5 AM.
i looked to the  sky. its kinda dark.
its probably my last sunrise.
i hate sad story it made me cry often than laugh.
i also hate watching romantic movie, there is always sad part.

or i hate everything.

i always wondering what will happened next?
i created a scenario about good and bad things. and i made my self sad then happy sometimes. an overthinker.

by the age.
im getting older.
but more question spinning my head.

there is colour that mak me happy all the time. a mixed colours.
i feel connected with it.
it seems entertain me all the time.

northen light.
easer autumn for it.

its 5 AM.